Monthly Archives: August 2015

“Thank you Heavenly Father, thank you God”

Dear Heavenly Father, Sweet Loving Presence; I thank you God, I thank you for the blessings, I thank you for the knowing’s that everything in my life will be just fine because I am a child of yours, I believe this and I see this constantly coming to pass.  Once again my Father you have prepared a way out of no way, once again my Father you have shown me the benefits and the blessings that forgiveness can give you in your life.  And once again my Father you have shown me that I am still a child of yours because I believe and I know whose I am.

My Father I have once again had to dip into the honeypot of forgiveness.  I’ve had to dig my finger into the pot of forgiveness and ask to be forgiven for the thoughts that I have had against another but also to forgive another for the thoughts that they have had on me.  Let me explain, sometimes people can be so hurtful and so mean when they feel jealous or inferior to others.  And that is something that I do not understand because I have never felt jealous or inferior to anyone. I have never felt jealous of someone receiving their blessings.  I have never felt jealous of someone receiving their good that has finally arrived on their door step as they open the door to their new day; no I have never been jealous.

But I have experienced jealousy in my life, I have experienced people jealous toward me, I have experienced people hurting me because of that jealousy and I have experienced pain from the suffering of others who are jealous.  But what helps me with that and what helps me with all things is forgiveness.  So I forgive the young lady at the grocery store who may not know better, and I forgive the man or woman who constantly uses anything he or she can to be a distraction and a disruption in my life, I forgive him or her.  Because as a child of the Heavenly Father’s I must find some way in all ways to show forgiveness to those who have done something that deserves that forgiveness from me.

Now I can hold on to a feeling of bitterness, and I could hold on to a feeling of uneasiness or I can hold on to a feeling of paranoia but that is not my way; that is not my way.  So by allowing myself the feeling of forgiveness to be extended as a branch of all good to an individual such as this; I allow myself to be opened up and poured into me all the blessings that the Heavenly Father wants to give me.  But because I have emptied myself out of any hurt or any resentment or any uneasiness or any failure to appear as an inkling of love that would have been shined my way.  I have opened myself up to an opportunity to receive everything that is to be given to me as a blessing into my life.  I asked, I prayed and I was given a blessing, thank you my Father, thank you my Father for blessing my family.

No I don’t have time for jealousy; I don’t have time for distractions, I’m on a mission.  I am doing a great work and I cannot come down to this type of low thinking; remember whose you are, and don’t let people distract you, detain you, or derail you from your mission, remember what your mission is.  Remember you are here because of the Heavenly Father, you serve a great God, and because of that you are blessed and favored.  Don’t ever forget who and whose you are, and don’t ever let anyone make you feel any differently about who and whose you are as well.  For the Heavenly Father sees you and knows your talents and knows your treasures and knows who you are and who you will become and He is greatly pleased by you and your obedience.

Be thankful; be so thankful that you are able to see your life in this light.  You are able to see yourself at this higher level of frequency, this consciousness of all good, this pouring into your body of all blessings, giving to you of all that you deserve, don’t let anyone take that from you.  Don’t let anyone bring you down to their level, and if their level isn’t scaling the skies with the Heavenly Spirit than their level is too low for you to be concerned with.  No, you are a child of the Most High you have asked for your blessings and they have been given to you.  You have emptied your heart out of anything that needed to be forgiven and you have forgiven, and now you bask in the beautiful oneness with the Heavenly Spirit because you deserve all the good that is coming your way.

May you find today as a day where all your dreams will come true.  May you find today as a day that anything you ask for is given to you, and, may you find today as an opportunity to remember who and whose you are.  For you are a child of the Most High, thank God you are blessed with that in your whole heart, thank God you are blessed with that in your whole heart, thank God you are blessed with that, and so it is, and so it, Amen and amen.  Thank you God to you we give the Glory, and so it is .

“In great expectation I wait to hear from the Lord”

Oh Sweet Heavenly Father I am excited and looking forward to your words.  I am excited and I look forward to hear from you in the stillness my Father.  In great expectation I look forward to your words.  I look forward to the subtle musings of what is needed for me to know and what is needed for me to share, and what is needed for me to accept and understand in my own life.  I look forward to your words in great expectation; I look forward to what I hear, I look forward to how what I have heard allows me to apply it in my life.

I look forward to what it means to hear the words of the Heavenly Spirit.  To allow myself to be touched by the Heavenly Spirit to hear what is mine to hear so that I may send out into the atmosphere the tidings of all that needs to be known.  The words of all that needs to be shared, the love of all that needs to be given, in expectation I look forward to your words.  Oh dear Father I grow weak, I grow weak dear Father as the body is always tired but the mind is always alive and ready to hear, and to be aware of what is needed to be shared.

Thank you, Father for allowing me to hear your words.  Thank you Father for allowing me to feel what I feel within myself because of those words.  Maybe those words, maybe these words, maybe the words that I receive mean even more than what I think them to be; but the words that I receive are powerful, they are needed, and they are necessary to share with others. I thank you God for allowing me the gift of hearing, I thank you my Father for the gift of knowing, and I thank you Sweet Heavenly Spirit for the gift of sharing, the gift of taking what is given to me and sharing it with others and allowing them to hear the sweet words of all that is good. Of all that is necessary, of all that is needed, the sweet words, the sweet words, your sweet words. And so it is, Amen and amen

“It is my duty and my obligation to pray for others”

Dear Heavenly Father, Sweet Loving Presence; I have realized in the last day or so that I must put in prayer the forgiveness that I see for others.  I must put in prayer the forgiveness that I feel for my fellow man, I must put in prayer the forgiveness that I feel for all mankind, I must put in prayer the forgiveness that I see for those that would treat us unjustly, I must put in prayer.  For we are all children of God’s and because of that I must pray for you as I pray for myself, as I pray for others and as I pray for enlightenment.

It is not that people are evil as much as it is that people are not enlightened.  If people were enlightened they would not treat each other the way that they do.  And if people knew better they would do better, and if they did better, better would come to them.  So when those thoughts that run through your mind that enable you to think it’s possible, it’s necessary, or its okay to treat someone unkindly, I will pray for you.  I will pray for you and I will see for you the enlightenment that you must receive that allows you to see that we are all children of God’s, and by being children of God’s we are and should be loving to one another.

We are loved by the Heavenly Spirit and we should be loved by each other.  For when you hurt one person, you hurt us all.  When you raise your hand to strike at one person you have risen your hand to strike us all; we are all connected, we are all connected.  I ask of the Heavenly Spirit, I ask of the Heavenly Spirit that he shine down into this world, into this period of space and time that we exist in some type of semblance of understanding to those who may misunderstand and act accordingly.  Shine some understanding into those that would be so mean and callous as to go out of their way to strike out and strike at another individual.

And I will pray for you, I will pray for us all that we will receive what we need in our hearts to understand that we can be forgiven, and we should forgive ourselves and we should also find a way to forgive this world.  For we have allowed ourselves to slip away from what we were meant here to be which is the loving children of God’s, I will pray for us.  I will pray that we will see the light; I will pray that we will find our your way.  I will pray for us that we will treat each other with respect and dignity, and I will pray for us that we will treat ourselves that way as well.

I will pray for us; and with each breath that I have I will always pray for us, because I want we are people to see ourselves differently.  I want us as a people to realize that even though I have been hurt, even though you have been hurt, even though we may have hurt others, I will still pray for us because I still believe we can make a difference in this world.  I will still pray for us because I still see all of us as children of God’s, and I will still pray for us because I see all of us one day being enlightened, I will still pray for us; I will pray for us forever, I will pray for us forever.

May the Heavenly Father provide you with what you need when you pray for yourself.  May the Heavenly Father show you your ways when you pray for yourself.  And may the Heavenly Father allow you to be enlightened and with this enlightenment may you see how different your life can be when you treat others with kindness, with love  with dignity and respect.

I will still pray for us, and I will forever pray for us hoping and realizing that one day we will continue to see for ourselves in prayer the love of God in our lives.  For we all are so worthy and it is so needed for us, and for this world it is so necessary.  And as you pray for us all, may the love of the Heavenly Father bless you, for you will forever be a blessing to this world and so it is, Amen and amen.

“I never knew, but you knew; I never knew, but you knew”

Dear Heavenly Father, Sweet Loving Presence; I never knew that I would be so in love with a life filled with the Heavenly Spirit.  I never knew that I would want to spend my days, my weeks, my months in prayer and meditation more so than I would want to spend my evenings out at a club, I never knew, but you knew.  I never knew that I would be so in love with the words of God, and the God presence within me, but you knew.  You knew when I was on my own and away from you, that I would come back to the flock, you knew.

And you knew when I was out there seeking everything else to give me comfort, you knew that eventually that I would find my way back to you.  I never knew that I would be so excited about seeing Joel Osteen at the AT&T Stadium the way I was about seeing Prince at the Arco Arena.  I never knew that my Rock-stars would now be amazing Pastors and Preachers of the word of the Heavenly Spirit when I always thought my Rock-stars were going to be movie stars and singers of the R& B era.

No, I never knew but you knew, you knew eventually that I would come back to you, you knew eventually that I would see within myself that something was missing; and, what was missing and the only way that it could be replaced, filled or taken care of was to allow myself to be immersed and engulfed by the love of the Heavenly Spirit.  To see myself with a life changed, to feel within myself God’s presence, a presence of all good within me that allows me to be so far better than I could have ever been without it, but you knew.

You knew that I would learn that the word forgiveness, and the feeling that forgiveness gave me when I allowed myself to apply it, was something more sweeter than any elixir that I could ever taste on my lips but you knew.  You knew that I would find every place of employment that I had, and every place of employment that I had was somewhere closely adjacent to a church so that I would have somewhere to spend my lunches and breaks when I needed comfort and companionship.

I never knew but you knew, and when I think about the days coming ahead in my life and I think about all of the blessings that I have been given in my life that have changed me because of what I have learned thus far.  I am so grateful to be a child of God’s, I am so thankful to be considered a woman who is of faith and strong favor, and I feel extremely blessed to be able to see at any given time the goodness of you in my life. Yes, I never knew but you knew, I never thought but you thought for me, I never realized but you brought the realization to my path.

I thank you Heavenly Father for showing me all the magnificence that I have in my life now just because of me finding my way.  I thank you Lord for all the blessings I count on my hands, my fingers my toes and everywhere else that allows me to count the numerous times you have helped me change my life.  And I see my Father that even though I maybe one person, and even though I may be one light that shines out into this world.  I am a light of yours and because of that light that you shine into my heart, because of that light that you allow me to shine out into the world, because of that light that I see for myself, I say thank you God, thank you God, thank you God, for I never knew, but you knew and I’m so grateful that you did, and so it is, Amen and amen

“Your love surpasses all understanding”

Dear Heavenly Father, Sweet Loving Presence; your love surpasses all understanding.  Your help, your strength, your dedication to my life surpasses all understanding.  Dear Lord when I feel sometimes that I need a way out of no way, I don’t I don’t understand Lord when things, when things start to come together then it feels like things are falling apart Lord.  And I don’t understand my Father, I don’t understand so I lean on you, I rely on you I take into deep silence and mediation you to help me to understand and your love surpasses all understanding.  Your love allows me to see that yes I may be going through a valley but I will get through to the other side to the mountain top, and yes I may be seeing a storm but I will be experiencing a storm of great abundance.

And yes I may be unclear of my way, but by you being beside me, guiding me and allowing me to see that no I have not lost my way I am just finding an additional path to rejoin the path that was originally set out for me.  Your love surpasses all understanding, your love for me; your love for this world, your love for this environment, your love for each other, your love surpasses all understanding.  And as I continue to see providence as I continue to see a way made out of no way, and I see providence, I know I know that my Heavenly Spirit has not forsaken me, I know that my Heavenly Spirit has not forsaken me, I know that my Heavenly Spirit, my love of the Heavenly Father, the Sweet Loving Presence of you has not forsaken me and I am so grateful and so thankful, I am so grateful and so thankful for your continued love in my life.

Your love surpasses all understanding, your wisdom allows me to see myself clearer and your life, your testimony has allowed me to see my life, my testimony, my journey, my being, my way out of no way is just around the corner.  My way out of no way is just around the corner.  I thank you Heavenly Father for allowing me to share with you today just how I feel, just how I feel, just how I feel; and I thank you Heavenly Father for letting me be heard, for letting my concerns being addressed, for letting my inadequacies to be revealed, for letting my vulnerability to be foretold, letting all of this being said so that I can feel within myself that your love surpasses all understanding.

Thank you God for loving me, thank you God for being love in my life, thank you my Father for shining your light which allows me to shine my light which allows us to see the points of light together, allows us to see the points of light together; and for these things for these amazing things, for these amazing realizations we say thank you God for your blessings, we say thank you God for your knowing we say thank you God for all that you do that allows us to be who and what we are, we are grateful, we are thankful and your love surpasses all understanding, and so it is, Amen and amen

“You will find rest for your souls; you will find rest for your souls” Matthew 11:29

Let’s prepare ourselves for meditation, let’s take a deep breath in and we let that out.  And we take another relaxing cleansing breath in of Spirit, and we release we release from ourselves all the cares all the worries all the doubts.  We breathe in, breathing in relaxation, relaxation, and we let out letting out letting out frustration, letting out pressure, letting out stress, letting it all out.  If you feel comfortable to close your eyes, please feel free to do so as we sit down and rest our arms on our knees and our hands are in an upright cupped position ready to receive the good relaxation period that we are here to receive.

We have planted our feet firmly on the ground, on the floor, on the carpet, on the ground beneath us and by doing that we take another deep breath in and we let that out.  Centering ourselves in this period, grounding ourselves in this relaxation that we are achieving at this time.  And as we open our minds eye our eye of faith, our eye of all that is to foretell all that is needed we see for ourselves an amazing, an amazing platform.  We are standing on a stage in front of a large vase audience, we are center stage as we look out upon the individuals who are watching us eagerly awaiting what will they say today, what will be the word that they will bring out of themselves today that will allow us to hear something relaxing, that will allow us to feel something relaxing, which will allow us to be so far relaxed.

And as the individual stands, as you stand in front of them all and the words that come out of your mouth are I am relaxed, I am in a relaxing mode, I am experiencing relaxation; I am relaxed in the love of the Heavenly Spirit.  You say these words again, I am relaxed, I am experiencing relaxation, I am relaxed due to the experience of relaxing my mind.  And as the mind becomes relaxed and as the body becomes relaxed we begin to think about the long road, the long road ahead of us.  The long road to freedom, the long road to relaxation, the long road to the goal, the long road to our destiny, the long road.

And with all long roads and journeys the walk is long and it is sometimes necessary to experience the bumps and the scraps along the way.  We continue on this long road this road to our destiny, the road that is foretold to us as we stand upon the stage of life.  The stage of life and what is flashed in front of our eyes are periods of things that began slowly but quickly they escalated into the good that we needed in our lives.  The first job we received, the first bank account we established, the diploma we received as we walked across the stage of the first accomplishment we received in our education.  And then we walked again across the stage of life as we found within ourselves another goal that needed to be manifested; we continued to move forward, we continued to move ahead, we continued to be all that we could be.

As we relaxed along this road as we took our time and traveled this road that led to the life that we have right now, the stage of life, the stage of all knowing, the stage of understanding, the stage of our destiny.  Continuing to walk, continuing to go forward, continuing to see for ourselves the journey has just begun.  The journey of taking one foot in front of the other, the journey of achieving one goal after the other, the journey of seeing for ourselves manifested all the good that we know is ours to receive on the stage, on the stage of life.  The stage of all good things, the stage of remembering and receiving and renewing and relaxing in the knowing that we have accomplished something again; and as we go into the silence of this moment, as we pick up the thought of what is to happen next, the thought that comes into our minds is this is a tour of your life.  This is a tour of your life, this is a tour of your beginning, this is a tour of your middle, this is a tour toward your destiny of your life, and as you receive your kudos and your praises for your destiny is very bright, your destiny is very bright.  As we remember these things as we go into the silence……

Silence……

Your destiny is very bright and as you go forward on the stage of life to foretell the rest of your story to share the rest of your amazing journey to relieve yourself of any doubt that there was any question that your story was going to be magnificent.  You have realized your life was so worth telling the world about, you have realized that your journey was so worth the steps involved to make it to the other side, you began to realize that due to relaxation, due to relaxing within your own self allowed you to provide a relaxing tone to the rest of us, we thank you for relaxing, we thank you for reliving, we thank you for openly sharing, we thank you for the blessing that is you, and so it is.  Amen and amen

“In great expectation I wait to hear from the Lord”

Oh Sweet Heavenly Father I am excited and looking forward to your words.  I am excited and I look forward to hear from you in the stillness my Father.  In great expectation I look forward to your words.  I look forward to the subtle musings of what is needed for me to know and what is needed for me to share and what is needed for me to accept and understand in my own life.  I look forward to your words in great expectation; I look forward to what I hear, I look forward to how what I have heard allows me to apply it in my life.

I look forward to what it means to hear the words of the Heavenly Spirit.  To allow myself to be touched by the Heavenly Spirit to hear what is mine to hear so that I may send out into the atmosphere the tidings of all that need to be known.  The words of all that need to be shared, the love of all that needs to be given, in expectation I look forward to your words.  Oh dear Father I grow weak, I grow weak the body is always tired but the mind is always alive and ready to hear, to be aware of what is needed to be shared.

Thank you, Father for allowing me to hear your words.  Thank you Father for allowing me to feel what I feel within myself because of those words.  Maybe those words, maybe these words, maybe the words that I receive mean even more than what I think them to be; but the words that I receive are powerful, they are needed, they are necessary to share with others. I thank you God for allowing me the gift of hearing, I thank you my Father for the gift of knowing, and I thank you Sweet Heavenly Spirit for the gift of sharing, the gift of taking what is given to you and sharing it with others and allowing them to hear the sweet words of all that is good. All that is necessary, that is needed, the sweet words, the sweet words, the sweet words. And so it is, Amen and amen