Monthly Archives: October 2014

“Is this the life you had envisioned for me?”

Dear Heavenly Father, sweet Loving Presence is this the life you had envisioned for me?  Is this the life that you had envisioned for me?  Dear Father I had never any idea that my life would be what it is to date.  Yes, I had tried to make things happen on my own, and I had tried to stumble and walk and run on my own, but I had never thought that my life would be what it is because I embraced the love of You; and, it has become absolutely glorious.  Is this the life you had envisioned for me?  When you made me, when you manifested me, did you imagine that my life would be what it is?

When you waited along the sidelines to see if I was going to take you into my heart, and embrace your love in my life, and to see for myself that with your help I could do anything, I could be anything, and I could have anything, was this the life you had envisioned for me?  When I embraced you my Father in my life I realized that my life had changed.  I am not going to sit here and say that in the beginning it was not difficult, because when you decide to give your life and lead your life in a different way your life does change.

But what changes more so than not is the fact that you are embraced by the Heavenly Spirit; and by being embraced by the Heavenly Spirit what used to seem so dismal, so unnecessary and such a feeling of drowning, is now a feeling ofupliftment.  It is now a feeling of excitement, of enthusiasm, of dreams and miracles that are coming to fruition.  Is this the life that you had envisioned for me?  When I look at my life and I see how far it has come, and how far I have come, and how much I have grown; and, that the growth Spiritually as well as emotionally and mentally has allowed me to see that a life worthwhile is a life given to be of service to others, is this the life you had envisioned for me?

I don’t know what I had envisioned for myself.  In a way I had no idea what to expect from my life.  I just put one foot in front of the other foot and hoped for the best, but you, you had ideas for me, you had dreams for me, you had the fortune, your own foretelling, your own ideas of what my betterment was going to be, and all I had to do was just to open myself up to you, and allow your manifestations to appear in my life.  Is this the life you had envisioned for me, because Lord knows this is not the life I had envisioned for myself.

I had never envisioned myself to be strong as I am, to be sufficient, to be able to take care of myself on my own but to also see myself being a necessary tool to be used for your good, for your works, for your blessings here on Earth.  I had no idea this was the life you had envisioned for me; so what I say to you today my Father is this.  I thank you for this life that you have envisioned for me, I thank you for the blessings you have shown me, and I thank you for the miracles that you have allowed to be manifested every single day in my life.  For this is the life you have envisioned for me, and this is the life that I truly open up my heart to embrace, and this love that I feel is what I intend to spread around the World because you have shown me a life worth being envisioned.  I thank you God for your blessings, I thank you God for all that you give me, and I thank you God for showing me how important it is to love you, and how important it is to allow you to be a part of my life, and so it is, Amen and amen.

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“His words were so simple, but his Spirit was amazing”

Good day Blessed Ones;

I had an amazing morning today that I just have to share with all of you.  I didn’t feel very well this morning upset stomach, my knee was trying not to cooperate with my knee brace, and to top off all of that I felt like maybe I should take the day off just to sleep in my warm and cozy bed for just a few more hours.  So as I forced myself to get up and to pull myself together with much prayer for healing, and to just quiet my mind which was racing a hundred miles an hour.  Before I knew it I found myself dressed and out the door headed toward the light rail station.

While there at the station I came upon a man who was working feverishly to find his money for his ticket.  As I kept looking over my shoulder to see if the train was coming he finally just moved aside and said to me go ahead and take care of yours ma’am, in which I thanked him and proceeded to pull a ticket out of my purse to give him in return for his favor he had given me.  He looked at me and said thank you, no really thank you, no one ever does a good deed for me, and God knows I do good deeds for so many others.  So I smiled and continued to get ready to catch the train.

He walked over to me and said I just really want you to know how much this has touched my heart; and as the train came he proceeded to follow me on and he sat right across from me and said well I just think I will sit here with you and talk with you today if you don’t mind.  I looked at him he seemed to be a nice older gentleman so I said sure not a problem.  And for the next 25 minutes he proceeded to share with me his life story; how he worked at Walmart in the evenings cleaning the store, and how he didn’t have much, he had a job, he had a hole in the wall of a place that he wanted me to make sure I understood that at least it was his hole in the wall.

And the fact that he had a son that he wasn’t able to raise until the boy turned 17 years old, but at least now he is able to be in the child’s life.  He said all of these things constantly praising the Heavenly Spirit for all that he had and all that he was able to share with so many others.  He told me about an idea that he had to make hair ribbons for the children in the hospitals.  He said he had a friend who was into arts and crafts; and that she and he were going to make these hair ribbons and give them to the children in some of the hospitals just as a way to say “here I want to share the love of God with you”.  I was moved, such an amazing man, with such simple words but his Spirit was so amazing.

He knew that I worked for the State, he said how many years 30, and as I replied well no more like 32 years, and he asked how long had I been married he said 35 years, well no more like 28 years.  He said I could see that you are happily married with children, a boy and a girl right and they are grown.  Yes I replied my children are grown and on their own; and he asked and they are taking care of themselves aren’t they?  Yes I replied my son and daughter are both doing quite well.  He said that he could see the love of God radiating on me.  I felt pleased by that since I sometimes feel that all I want to do day in and day out is to speak with the Father and to hear His still voice in my mind.

But what was so amazing to me was that I had asked the Heavenly Spirit to speak to me this morning; and, I had asked him to please speak with me and to share his words with me.  And to think that it took a ride on the light rail train to bring me to see that God speaks to us all the time.  Sometimes when we are alone we hear His voice so clearly, and other times it is the conversations with others that shine that light of the Heavenly Spirit into our existence and it is like He has sent someone to speak to us on His behalf.

That older gentleman and I spoke all the way on the train until he got to his stop and as he left me to say good bye, he said to me “I want to thank you again for shining your light of God on me today”.  I assured him that I was indeed the one who should say thank you for I received the most amazing words from a man I didn’t even know, but who could see in me something that I had missed seeing in myself this morning.  Which is we are always dealing with something you and I, but it is the acts of kindness, it is the acts of Godliness that people remember, it is the words of love and understanding that people remember, and it is the love of God that we receive from so many places that we remember, and so it is.  Amen and amen

“I AM”

I am a child of God’s, I am a blessing, I am grateful, I am thankful, I am appreciative, I am filled with love, I am love, I am necessary, I am needed, I am respected, I am all that I am because of the love of God.  Dear Father Mother God, sweet Loving Presence I thank you my Father for once again showing me who I am.  I thank you my Father for once again enabling me to see my strengths and not just my weaknesses; as times will sometimes foretell that we are all weak at moments but our strength shines through because of the strong presence of you in our lives.

The God’s presence that I exhibit out into the World is so strong that it even ignites the strength within me at times when it is needed.  I am a strong warrior, I am a strong keeper of the words that need to be relayed to the World that share all the love that is here, and all the love that is necessary to be given to others, I am wanted, I am necessary, I am thankful, and I am grateful.

I thank you Heavenly Father for the love that you have shown me.  I thank you Heavenly Father for showing me once again that I am brilliant when I look at myself as such.  I am grateful when I look at myself as someone who receives much gratitude; and, I am thankful when I look at myself as someone who is always open to receive those blessings, and always open to share those blessings as well.  I am a child of God’s, and whenever I feel that I am something other than what I truly am, I want to remind myself of these two words “I AM”.  I am all that needs to be expressed and explained, for I am everything that I need to be for I am all that is necessary, for I am all that I need to be strong, to have strength, to have understanding, to have the wisdom to know that all is not lost and never am I alone or separated from You.

I am always a child of God’s and for this I thank you.  Thank you God for allowing me to see who I am, thank you God for allowing me to show myself once again who I am, and thank you God for letting me realize, for letting me encapsulate just what it means to see within myself the love of God beaming out into the World and shining back into my heart, and so it is.  Amen and amen

“We rejoice in the knowing that we are blessed”

Dear Heavenly Father, sweet Loving Presence, we rejoice in the knowing that we are blessed, we rejoice in the knowing that we are blessed.  Dear Father what a sweet thought to have; to know that we are blessed by you, to know that we are a child of yours, to know that every day is an opportunity for an additional blessing to be bestowed upon us we are so grateful; we are so grateful.

Rejoice in the knowing that you are blessed, rejoice in the knowing that the Heavenly Father, the Holy Spirit and all that is good in this Universe salutes you to be all that you can be, to be all that you were intended to be, to be the blessing that was needed from you in this World.  We rejoice in the knowing that we are blessed, we feel the love of the Heavenly Spirit flowing through our veins, and we realize that all that we are here to experience is a way to express and to impress out into the World the teachings that we have learned from the Heavenly Spirit.

We rejoice in the knowing that we are blessed, we rejoice in the knowing that we are loved, we are loved by the Heavenly Spirit, we are loved by ourselves and we are loved by this Universe.  The Universe of all good, the goodness that comes to us; and the idea that what we are to receive is nothing but good.  We say thank you God for that, we say thank you God for that, as we rejoice in the knowing that we are blessed, we rejoice in the idea of what a blessing is, we rejoice in the acknowledgement of what a blessing does in our lives, and we rejoice in the knowing that we are blessed.

We thank you God for these blessings, we thank you Heavenly Spirit for the anointment of what is given to us, we thank you God for all these words that we are allowed to be able to put together one by one, and two by two to express our feelings of love for you.  We rejoice in the knowing that we are blessed, and for all these things, for these amazing blessings, for these amazing feelings of knowing, for these amazing ideas that we surround ourselves in our minds, we say thank you God for the blessings, we say thank you God for the blessing, we say thank you God for the blessing, and so it is, Amen and amen

“If the only prayer you say is thank you God that is enough”

If the only prayer you say is thank you God that is enough, if the only prayer that you say is thank you God that is more than enough.  Many people try to figure out what should they pray?  How should they pray? What should they say when they say a prayer to ask for this or that, or to require this or that to be removed from their lives, what is it that they should say?  The most amazing prayer, the most revealing prayer, the most giving of yourself prayer that you can say to the Heavenly Spirit is thank you God.  Thank you God for all the love that you have poured into my life, thank you God for all the moments that you have given me such peace and understanding, thank you God for each amazing day that I am able to walk this Earth, and to be able to help others who themselves need prayer, need love, need forgiveness.

Thank you God for teaching us all how it feels to be loved, how it feels to know that you are a child of God’s, and how it feels to realize that everything that is here, is here for our betterment, for our betterment.  “Thank you God” those three words very simple, but very powerful; thank you God.  I remember thinking to myself I just wanted to say a prayer.  One day I was in the midst of such excitement, such feeling of overwhelming joy, and I wanted to find a way to express that, I wanted to find a way to share that, I wanted to find a way to be able to impress that feeling into the World.  And the only way I found that made sense to me, that brought clarity to me, was to say thank you God, thank you God, thank you God.

For if I think it, and I see it, and I believe it, it will come to pass.  My thoughts are always amazing visions of the future, visions of what happened in the past, and visions of what is to come in the present.  Thank you God for giving me the foresight to be able to see within myself, and to see within others only good, only good.  Thank you God for allowing me to see them as who they are, as the beautiful magnificent lights, the magnificent expressions that are expressed out into the World because of the love they have for you, they shine so brightly.  We can even see them from the moon, their souls effervescence is shimmering, is shining out, all that they feel and with that feeling they say, thank you God, thank you God, thank you God.

Yes, those three words are the most magnificent prayer you could ever say, you could ever express, that you could ever impress out into the World, thank you God.  And for all these things, for all these amazing things that we realize, that we learn, and that we take inside from day to day because of the goodness that continues to shine into our lives.  For all these things that bring such joy to our hearts, and such joy to our faces as we smile brightly the love that we have for one another, we say thank you God for all these things, we say thank you God for all that you do for us, and thank you God for allowing us to be all that we can be, thank you God, and so it is, Amen and amen, God bless you all.

 

“8143, 8143”

Dear Heavenly Spirit, sweet Loving Presence it has been quite some time since we have talked to each other; and, I have found myself wondering and waiting for your still voice in my mind, as I have quieted myself in deep reflection on what I have been experiencing these past days, weeks, and months.  I have allowed myself to become distracted, I have allowed myself to become sad, and I have allowed myself to close myself up to hearing your voice in my soul.

But then the other day it came upon me that I had forgotten these four words, I had forgotten these four numbers, I had forgotten what these four numbers represent, and that is “remember I love you”, eight one four three.  Eight letters for the first word, one letter for the second word, four letters for the third word, and three letters for the fourth word, tell me that I am still loved by you, eight one four three.  No matter what happens, no matter what you are going through, no matter what you are thinking, no matter what you are feeling, “remember I love you, remember I love you”.

I miss hearing those words so much, I miss feeling that feeling in my heart that I knew that you loved me, that I knew that I was loved, that I knew that I loved myself.  Sometimes we find ourselves in a pity party, we find ourselves drifting in a pity party of sadness, because we feel hurt by what has been done to us, or we actually feel hurt by what we are experiencing.  But the reason we are experiencing whatever it is; it is only because we are experiencing it to bring about a change in ourselves that will be magnificent and will be worthwhile.

8143, remember I love you; remember that you are a child of God’s.  Remember that you a child that is loved by your Father, remember that you are loved.  Never let whatever experience that you are experiencing, whatever trials and tribulations that you are going through, whatever challenges that you are facing, don’t forget I love you, “remember I love you”.  I am so glad I have remembered those words, I am so glad I have remembered those numbers, and I am so glad that it took a man in Walmart to remind me that I was loved by the Heavenly Spirit; yes he was the one who provided me with the numbers 8143, and his name is David.

Thank you David for allowing me to remember that God always loves me, thank you for allowing me to remember that I am always loved by the Heavenly Spirit, and thank you for allowing me to remember that I am always loved period, I am always loved.  I thank you God for allowing me to see for myself, that sometimes you have to go through things, to get through things, to become a better person.  But through those entire experiences, through those entire periods, through those entire endeavors, you are always loved by the Heavenly Spirit, you are always loved by the Heavenly Spirit, remember this, remember I love you; remember these numbers 8143.  Thank you God for that remembrance, thank you God for those four numbers, thank you God, and so it is.  Amen and amen.

 

 

“Send your Love before You’

Good day Blessed Ones;

Dear Father Mother God, sweet Loving Presence, I think I have finally got it.  I think I have finally understood what and why we are here.  We are here to send out into the World our love, and to send our love into the World before us.   I want to see the good that I feel within my being to be sent out into a room before I arrive, so that I can rest assured that the love of God will always shine out of me as I see it shine within me as well.

Whenever you find yourself at a point in your life, where you would like to see peace and love come from you, as you prepare to come forward into the presence of sharing time with others.  Take a moment to say a prayer, and in that prayer send forth before you the love that you would like to see emanated into that space.  Send your feelings of all good things before you, so that it is seen by one and all that you have come from a place of love, and you intend to leave with those that you meet that love as well.

Yes, my Father I have finally figured it out that we are meant to bring about love to this World, and we are meant to bring into each and every place we visit, each and every place we touch and that touches us that love as well.  What an amazing feeling it is to know that whenever there is any worry or doubt, whenever there is any concern or confusion, we should always first and foremost reach deep within ourselves to find the love to give for that moment, to send out into that moment the love that is needed to calm our minds, and to share with our bodies the warmth and loving embrace of the Heavenly Spirit.

I wish for you each and every day, that you send your love before you; and as you begin your day, that you send your love before you.  When you get ready to enter that meeting that is so necessary for your business, that you send your love before you.  That you send your love before you, when you enter a place that may not be receptive to that feeling, but that you send it anyway; and I guarantee you, that you will sense, and you will see manifested for all to see what the love of the Heavenly Spirit sent first can do in your life, and in the lives of so many others, and so it is.  Amen and amen, God bless you all