Monthly Archives: July 2014

“It Hurts my Heart”

It hurts my heart and because of this pain, I am asking my Father to help me, to help me to understand and to see the divine-ness in this situation. Dear Heavenly Father, I am hurting in my heart right now, and I am hoping you can help ease the pain, ease the suffering that I am feeling in my heart-space.

I just found out today that an amazingly wonderful man is now receiving hospice care, and I keep trying to understand how this happened so quickly. I just saw this person at church two Sunday’s ago, and I knew that he had been ill, but I had just hugged him on that Sunday and told him God bless you, and now he is under hospice care making the decision to either be cremated or to be buried. What is happening, and why is it never the right time for these things to happen, why is it never the right time for us to say to goodbye to a family member or a friend or even someone we may not have known as well as we wanted to. Why is it?

So as I found myself even more emotional about this than I thought I would be. I began to realize that I too one day will be making those decisions in my life’s final moments of what is important to me, and what is important to God at that time of my revelation as well. Is it important that I have a large service so that others can feel comfortable about my passing, or is it important to me that I be allowed to say goodbye to those that I will miss and that will truly miss me is that what is truly important for us all.

I will have to see my friend, and say goodbye to him before he goes. Because I can see him in my mind always saying something beautiful and kind to me whenever he would see me. I remember him watching me as we gave out hugs at the huge Hug-fest we did in Old Sacramento last year with the Church, and how he just smiled as I pretty much cornered people to be able to give them a free and unconditional form of love in the form of a hug. I remember him saying to me that “you really are filled with love; I can see love all around you just waiting to be given out to others.” And I replied, “yes I love to share my feelings of love with others, and now that you mentioned it let me give you a hug right now.”

And as he smiled with joy to receive something that was meant just for him, it made me smile as I was doing for him what I loved to do for everyone that I would meet on that day, give them a piece of me unconditionally that would shine out into their hearts the love that I wanted to give to the World. I look forward to visiting my friend, and saying to him thank you for allowing me to give you a piece of me, I look forward to saying to him, God bless you for being the amazingly big soul that you are and that you will always be to me, and I look forward to saying to my friend, may you always know in your heart just how much you touched the hearts of so many by just being who you are a magnificent expression of God’s.

Thank you so much for that, thank you so much for allowing us to love on you, and thank you so much for loving God, and allowing God to continue to love you as well, and for this we say in thanksgiving, thank you God, thank you God, and thank you God, and so it is. God bless you all,

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“I choose to live by Faith”

Dear Sweet Loving Presence, I am living my life by faith because I see no other way to live my life. Dear Heavenly Spirit, all my life I have tried to make things happen, and when I do they always seem to be just mirages of the miracles that you can and have made for me. They are just facsimiles of the good that if I had just waited, and just took a step back, and allowed you to make those choices for me in your divine time, all would be good and all would be better than what I had received.

I choose now to live my life by faith, I choose now to put my concerns, my dreams, my aspirations, and all my desires into your hands; and I rest assured that with your guiding hand, and my determination we now will see my life, and your works in my life showing out and standing out, for the miracles that they are, and the miracles that I have always wanted to feel in my life.

I see your hand my Father guiding me, and allowing me to see the blessings that I had only wished and dreamed about to see. That are now being foretold to me in form and action, and the visions that I had, were in no way as crystal and as shiny, as they are in what has actually transformed in my life. Yes, Lord by allowing my life to be run on faith, and the love of you in my life, in my heart, in my soul, I am seeing manifestations of good that I could have only wished for from a far to actually happen in my life. And I feel the love of you moving these things, these dreams, these aspirations, these illuminated dreams, that I would have only thought were impossible to come to pass, and Lord they are forming, they are becoming reality, they are becoming my future, and they are amazing.

I choose to see my life not as what it is now, but as what you will, and are allowing it to be, and that is what I am excited about, that is what I am full out in praise about. My Father that is what I am seeing, and from my mind’s eye to your foretelling of these dreams, things are coming together, things are coming to be realized, things are showing up in my life, and I am feeling the mighty hand of you my Father and it is good, it is good, it is good. I thank you Father for the love that you have instilled in my heart, I thank you Father for the love that you have continually and consistently shown me in my walk with you, and I thank you Father for what was just a vision, and an inkling of a future that I had only dreamed about for myself, has now become a reality that is being lived out by me, and for this I say praise be to God, for You deserve all the glory, and all the praise, and so it is. Amen and amen

“Resting in the loving embrace of the Heavenly Spirit “

Dear Heavenly Father, sweet Loving Presence. Dear Heavenly Father we give you praise and we thank you Lord for the blessings that you have provided us with. We thank you Lord for the expected and unexpected ways that the blessings are channeled to us, and we thank you Lord for all that you do, and all that you allow us to do, and all that we are allowed to see and experience in this World.

We see ourselves Lord as a catalyst, as a mechanism that is allowed to manifest into something that will bring about good in this world. We see others as walking with us together as we continue down the road of spirituality, and spiritual freedom and spiritual love, and spiritual family, and spiritual cohesiveness and opening our minds to, we are all God’s children. Be we whatever name we are named by, we are all children of the Heavenly Spirit, all children of the source that is our good, all children of the great I Am. We are children of God.

Children of God, children of the great I Am, children of the all that is good, and all that is needed in our lives, we are children of God’s, we are children of God’s, we are children of the Heavenly Spirit. Children of the Heavenly Spirit, who have found their way back to the fold of the Heavenly Father and we are so grateful, children of the Heavenly Spirit that have walked their life the way of Jesus the Wayshower and we are so grateful. Children of the Heavenly Spirit, dear Sweet Loving Presence it is times like these when I feel closer to you, and when I feel your presence in my life.

When I can rest upon the embrace of you in my existence and understand that everything will be divinely provided for because everything is as it should be. I look forward to the talks we have with each other, and I feel accustomed to the amount of time that it takes to be able to express to you, how I am feeling, to be able to express to you how I am living, to be able to express to you how I am loving, to be able to express to you my Father. Resting in the loving embrace of the Heavenly Spirit, resting in the loving embrace of all that is good in my life, finding comfort in the love of God and understanding that with faith I live my life.

Understanding, understanding that with faith I live my life. With the love of God I live my life. I love the great I Am, yes, I love the great I Am. I Am who I am because of you my Father, and as I began my day to once again remember, and to understand that it is because of the loving embrace of you that I am loved, it is because of the loving embrace of you my Father that I am free, and it is because of the loving embrace of you that I am so loving to others, and for this we say three times, thank you God, thank you God, and thank you God, and so it is. Amen and amen

“I praise you because I am fearlessly and wonderfully made”

I praise you because I am fearlessly and wonderfully made. Good afternoon sweet Loving Presence; I found out today that I am fearlessly and wonderfully made because of the love of you in my life. I am the masterpiece that you have allowed to shine out into this World and because of this I am unique, and I am the only person who looks like me, who acts like me, and who behaves in the manner that I behave. I am your masterpiece that has been molded and shaped into this amazingly loving and enthusiastic expression of all that is good and all that is needed in this World by you.

I was made out of the sheer vapors of a dream, that came about because you needed something to be said, you needed something to be relayed and because of that purpose I was born into this World with the love of you in my heart and the words of yours inscribed in my soul, which allow me to know full heartily that I am fearlessly and wonderfully made by you. I am fearlessly and wonderfully made and the sheer thought of those words enable me to realize for myself that I am perfect because I was made from the image of you my Father. I was made out of the dreams and hopes of something better to be given to this World and because of that dream, because of that thought, because of that manifested idea; I am here to be what is needed by you to fulfill my life’s purpose.

To fulfill my life’s dream, to fulfill my life’s mission which is to be of service to you, so that I may be of service to this World, so that I may be of service to all of mankind. It is never too late to finally and forthrightly realize what your existence has and will always mean to this World that we are living in here and now. To understand that there is a purpose and a reason for each and every one of us, is to understand how important it is that each and every one of us be allowed to continue on our own paths of spiritual awakening and spiritual realization. To know that you are unique, and one of a kind, and because of that uniqueness that makes you special, that makes you sacred, and that makes you worthy of all that is to be given to you.

Realize that you were made fearlessly and wonderfully by the Heavenly Father to accomplish and to attain what is needed in your life, so that you may continue to be what is needed in the lives of so many others. I say to you today, thank you each and every one of you, for realizing that you are the magnificent expression that was made on this day, and in this time to save our World, to bring about much beauty in this place, and to continue on the legacy of what is right and what is true by continuing to open up your minds, which allows you to continue to open up your hearts, to what needs to be done to continue to bring about love and peace to this World, and so it is, and so it is, and so it is. Amen and amen, God bless you all

“With each Breath”

With each breath, with each breath. Dear Heavenly Spirit, sweet Loving Presence with each breath I am able to change myself. With each breath I am able to change my existence, and with each breath I am able to change my World. With each breath, I receive in my lungs enables my body to be refreshed with all the nitrogen and oxygen that it needs to continue to move forward. With each breath in my body allows my life the opportunity to do more than what was done previously. With each breath in my lungs allows me to make a difference, allows me to receive a blessing, allows me to incur and absolve a debt, with each breath allows me to continue to make a change in my World, that will affect the World around me, with each breath.

Every time we breathe in and exhale out allows something different to occur in our bodies, allows our bodies to continue on the journey of this physical realm, as it continues on the journey of the spiritual realm as well. The breath that we receive in our bodies allows us to move forward, to receive what needs to be given to us, so that we can continue to make changes and re-arrangements, and re-configurations to the masterpiece that is already been given to us. With each breath the masterpiece is allowed to continue, allowed to go forward, allowed to manifest, allowed to illuminate into what it was truly meant to be with each breath.

With each breath, I breathe in the love of the Heavenly Spirit, and I feel the presence of the source of all good in my life. With each breath I am able to remember how sweet the memories were that allow me to see in my mind how the simplest gesture of love could be more monumental than the simplest gesture of a wrong, with each breath I receive the love that I have been so desperately waiting for, and with each breath it feels so amazingly well in my body. With each breath my life has changed, with each breath my World has evolved, with each breath my existence has continued to evolve into something that was even more amazing the first time, but now with each breath it is allowed to be renewed a second time.

With each breath I am able to see the stars in the sky for what they are, which is the magnificent lights that shine out on me and you, and reveal to us the brilliance and the beauty that we are as a child of God’s, with each breath. With each breath, continue to see yourself as that bright shiny star beaming from the sky unto the Earth because with each breath that is what you are. You are that amazingly shiny bright star that we see every day and night, and as that star continues to shine brighter and brighter, and continues to evolve into something even more magnificent than what it began to be, you will remember that each breath allows you the opportunity to do this.

Each breath allows you an opportunity to begin again if that is needed, each breath allows you a new beginning, a changed middle and a miraculous ending that will manifest into something that was destined to be what we’ve all been waiting for, with each breath you are reborn, renewed, rejuvenated, reactivated, you are with each breath, with each breath, you are revealed to us as the amazing magnificent expression that you are, with each breath, with each breath, with each breath, and so it is, and so it is, and so it is. Amen and amen, God bless you all

“Dear Lord I want to thank you for the miracles that arrive in my life”

Dear Heavenly Father, dear Lord I want to thank you once again for showing me the miracles that arrive in my life. Lord, I see blessings every day from you, every day Lord I wait and look forward to the blessings. I look forward to your hand guiding my life, and the Universe saying yes open the door, and give her the blessing. Lord once again I feel your presence in my life. I don’t worry because I pray, and because I pray Lord I feel fulfilled, because I am a child of yours I feel fulfilled in my life, because you have told me I am yours I feel fulfilled in my existence, because you have expressed your love to me, I feel that I will be alright, I will be alright, I will be alright.

Lord I thank you for the blessings that you have given me. I thank you for the love you continue to shine down into my life, Lord I thank you. I just don’t know how a better way to say it but thank you God for the blessings, thank you Heavenly Father for all you have given me, and once again you have given me what I need in my life to continue on this road of prosperity, this road of abundance, this road of giving me blessings, and for this I give you all the praise my Father.

I give you all the praise for the love that you give me, I give you all the praise for the way you changed my life, I give you all the praise. For you are the source that allows the good to flow into me, and because I open up my heart and I say yes Lord I will receive your blessings; your blessings are greater than I could have ever imagined for myself. There is never ever a blessing that could be given to me more than you could give to me; there is never ever a monumental blessing that could be received with the amount of ump that it needs to be received, but by the blessing that you give me.

Lord I tried to do it myself, I tried to make things happen myself, I have tried to move, and manipulate, and to maneuver and to reconfigure, and to remake what I thought needed to be made and I failed, all the time I failed, because I didn’t rest assure and let you do it. I didn’t stand aside and let you do it, I tried to do something that was not mine to do on my own. So Lord I want to say thank you once again for the miracles, I want to say thank you God once again for opening up my mind and letting me see that miracles happen every single day, and I want to thank you God for the blessings that I get every day, and every day is a miracle, a miracle that comes from you, and Lord I am so grateful.

I am forever grateful Lord, I would not be who I am had I not been touched by the Heavenly Spirit. I would not see the blessings that rain into my life had I not been touched by the Heavenly Spirit. I would not have materialized the good, nor seen it come into my life, had it not been because of the Heavenly Spirit. I say to you today, the Heavenly Spirit provides, shines into, and shows me how my life will be influenced, shows me how my life will be impacted, shows me how my life will be embraced and enfolded with and by the love of God.

Yes, the Heavenly Spirit is constantly showing me what is needed in my life, to constantly show myself that all that is here, is here for me and it is good. “And all that I give you is good, rest assured my child you are mine, you are mine, and you will forever be mine, for you walk in the way that I walk my child, you talk in the way that I talk my child, you are my expression my child.” Thank you God for the blessings, thank you God for the miracles, and thank you God for all that I need, all that I need, all that I need, all that I need is here for me because of you. I need only stretch out my hand Lord to receive the blessings that are being given to me, all I need to do is to stretch out my hand, and to take and receive what is given to me, all I need is to stretch out my hand Lord, and to say thank you, and to say thank you, and to say thank you Lord, and so it is, and so it is. Amen and amen, God bless you all

“He’s giving me Joy”

He’s giving me joy, he’s giving me joy, and my life will never be the same again. Dear Sweet Loving Presence, all I keep hearing in my mind today is he’s giving me joy, you’ve given me joy, you’ve allowed me to have joy in my life, and Lord what a blessing it is to feel such happiness in your soul.

You’ve given me joy and provided me with all the love that I need, all the love that I can hold in my heart has come because of you and I am so blessed. He’s giving me joy, and the joy that I feel is overflowing, overwhelming, so fulfilling that I am able to share that joy with others, able to share that peace of mind with others, able to show how much God can love you if you open up your mind and love the Heavenly Spirit as well.

You have given me joy, and the joy that I feel, the joy that I feel, the joy that I feel in my heart right now is so overwhelming. Heavenly Father, I can barely contain the joy that I feel; and it is not a monetary feeling, it’s not an influential feeling, it’s a feeling of true happiness from within bursting out of my body to without and I feel good, I feel amazingly blessed, and I feel amazingly joyful, you’ve given me joy.

You have given me in my life something that I thought I could never even have the audacity to receive, and here it is filling me up with such feelings of peacefulness, such feelings of thankfulness, such feelings of beauty, you have given me joy, and I thank you God for this feeling of joy that I have received. I thank you God for this feeling of joy that is in my heart, and I thank you God for this feeling of joy that I am able to express into words, that I am able to provide into this atmosphere that will send out a message into the Universe that joy, joy, joy is the option on the table today.

Today joy is what is on the menu today, today joy is what is in my mind today, and today joy is what is my focus today, today joy, joy. You’ve given me joy and for this God I say thank you my Father for this feeling that I will feel for the rest of my days, for this I say thank you God for the enormous embracement of joy that you have allowed me to experience in my heart, and I say thank you God for all that is mine to receive, and all that is mine to give, is mine to give because of the joy you give to me, and so it is. Amen and amen, God bless you all

“I am experiencing the love of you in my life”

I am experiencing the love of you in my life; I am experiencing the love of you in my life. Dear sweet loving Spirit, dear Loving Presence I am experiencing the love of you in my life and it feels so amazing. I’m experiencing what it feels like to truly love God and to truly feel the love of God on me.

The feelings of completion, the feelings of satisfaction, and the feelings of understanding, that everything that I need will be provided for because of the love of you in my life. I am experiencing the love of you my Heavenly Father in my life. I am seeing life so differently, so much more fulfilled with options and things available to me that I can rely upon, that I can touch to activate, that I can feel to illuminate, that I can see manifested, I am experiencing the love of you in my life.

And what a life it is going to be; for I see my life transforming and transformed into something so amazingly magnificent as an magnificent expression of you. I feel that I am destined for something more, and I openly await the opportunity to step forth and step through, to move forward toward that destiny of what is to be accomplished. I feel and I experience the love of you in my life, I understand that now that I am one with you, I feel so much stronger with you, and I feel more determined than ever to share that love of you in my life with so many others.

It is my destiny, it is my legacy, it is my determining factor, that my life is here to be of service to you, and the service that I provide is allowing myself to be used as a vessel, as a conduit, as a channel where the love of you can be expressed and impressed out into this World. I am experiencing the love of you in my life, I am experiencing the love of you in my soul, and I am experiencing the love of you in my mind, full blown with the idea that everything everything will be fine, everything everything will be divine, and everything everything will be as it should be, as it will be, as it was meant to be.

I am experiencing the love of you in my life, the love of all good, the love of every feeling, every thought, every mission, every determination, every occurrence, every challenge; every opportunity is laced and intertwined with the love of you in my heart. I am experiencing the love of you in my life, you in my heart, you in my soul, you in my life, I am experiencing the love of you in my life, and so it is, and so it is, and so it is, Amen and amen.

“The Blessings Keep Pouring In”

The blessings keep pouring in, the blessings keep pouring in. Dear Heavenly Father first let me say thank you God for the blessings that you have poured into my life, for the blessings that you have poured into my consciousness, and for the blessings you have poured into my spirit. Dear Heavenly Father yesterday two amazing things happened; well lets be real this entire weekend that passed and this entire week have been amazing with blessings. This entire weekend that passed my Husband and I were blessed with new transportation; but why it was such a blessing was because we had been trying to figure out how to go about making this manifestation happen, and without us doing anything Lord you made a way out of no way. As usual Lord you made the blessings that were given of an even greater abundance, and even more prosperous than we could have ever hoped or dreamed for, we thank you Heavenly Spirit for that.

But another blessing came to me yesterday as well; because every day I do my best to get on the radio show that I participate in, and many times I’m either in traffic or at work and I have to steal away, or I am at an appointment and I have to step out, or I’m at Church or a Church function and I have to excuse myself. No matter where I am if it is possible I devout myself to doing at least one to two pieces a day on the radio every day if I can. And yesterday happened to be a day when it was just busy crazy at my job and I wasn’t able to do more than one piece on the radio, and I believe I was able to get on the radio quickly on Sunday, but it was Saturday that I was not able to get on the radio due to the Gumbo Ya Ya Festival that my Husband and I had participated in.

But yesterday when I got on the radio, and what was so amazing was, I said to myself that I was going to steal away and get on the radio and read a piece that speaks to me that I hope will speak to everyone else. And the piece that I spoke about was “Allow yourself to be, allow yourself to be”. And what I meant about that piece was that you can always allow yourself to be happy, you can always allow yourself to be joyful, and you can always allow yourself to be blessed, you can always allow yourself to be. So I spoke that piece yesterday, and I wrote that piece many months ago and for some reason it just resonated with me that day, and it seemed to be a piece that was just what was needed on the radio that day as well, as numerous people thanked me for the words I shared with them on “Allow yourself to Be” and many people felt that the words that I spoke were being spoken just directly to them. That is what I love about this blessing that I am able to share, that these words that are given to me by the Heavenly Spirit are given to me to share with the World. I am able to share just what is needed, for many times when my words touch one person, and then they touch another person, those words always seem to also touch me; because those words allow me to know that me and my Father are congruent, that me and my Father are as one, and that me and my Father speak as one voice, and I feel very blessed for that.

The other blessing that I experienced yesterday was a young man that had been working in my building at the office. I saw that he was all dressed up in his Sunday best, and I asked him where are you going, and he told me he had been fired from his place of employment. He explained that he was a little hurt by that because he was actually looking for another job; but now he can look for another job freely because now he has been released to spend the time necessary to be blessed again by something that will be divinely just what he needs in regards to his employment. When I look at any of us who lose a job, who lose a house, who lose a relationship, I look at those things as a challenge that presents to you an opportunity to be able to be given something far better and far greater than what you had previously. I look at those type of occurrences as something divinely you are being prepared for because something better is going to be given to you.

When I had to buy another car just this past weekend, I thought of it reluctantly because my car had been paid off, and I hadn’t had a car payment in 14 years and I loved my Mercedes Benz and it was part of me. But I also realized that there is a time to let things go, and there is a time to say goodbye to something that is no longer benefiting you, and there is a time to walk away from something that is no longer for your betterment. So when I say that the blessings keep pouring down and pouring down on you; is that no matter what you may see as something that is happening today, believe me when I tell you it is a blessing that you are being given, be it a blessing that you can see right away, or be it a blessing that you will finally realize in the next few days, or the next few months, or even the next few years, it is a blessing.

For whatever the Heavenly Spirit puts in your path to change your life, to give you something more, receive it as a blessing. The young man told me that he took his employment situation as a blessing, and I said that is the only way to look at it as. You are being blessed with an opportunity for something better and bigger in your life. It may not seem that way right now, but believe me it is that way divinely, the blessings keep pouring down, let the blessings pour down on you, and openly receive the divine blessings that are waiting to be given to you. For you are so deserving of everything that you receive, receive your blessings with open hands, with an open heart, and with your arms spread wide open to receive, to receive, and to receive, and for this and all things we say in thanksgiving, thank you God, thank you God, and thank you God, and so it is. Amen and amen, God bless you all